Still Waiting

Friday, April 25, 2008

yesterday first day, today last day.

yes i'm working for only 2 days! hope the lady on MC doesn't extend her leave...cos i feel super uneasy at work here. hehe.

i'm working under united premas in people's association. a very eng job i must say. i kept myself busy(so that time will pass faster) by chatting with 7 ppl at the same time! horrible me, hahaha.

ok work is so boring let's not talk abt it. anyway the air con here is like damn freezing until my skin oso become dry.so yup, no make up today! =)

let's talk about the shopping trip me and gab went in vivocity.

this shopping trip made me feel like i'm kinda old. =(

anyway, i saw super chio clothes at the warehouse can! it's chio loh! i saw a white long dress going for $129!!! bloody hell! and it fit me so well! really can swear loh i tell you.. and the black lacy top that i'm lusting after is at $96. T.T so bloody overpriced i tell you.. ='(

and then we went to F21, Topshop.. all not nice. but F21 has a chio black dress oso. but gab says it makes my butt look big ='(((

den we went to aldo!! OMG i almost died there ok..... there is this innocent PINK KILLER HELLS! it's really really beautiful. costs $115 or more.... but it's so chio that i might just buy it home to showcase or display loh! sigh. i'm sooooooooooooooooooooo upset i can't wear heels. ='(

but whatever lah. different people have different lives, so blame it on my luck loh =(

ok. damn.... i still have many many hours before my work finishes(at 6pm) and now it's barely 9am.

ok what shld i do leh? this job is more eng than the recept job at ISS loh... so i don't know how the previous lady(seems like she's very very young, those kinda just married type.. i think not any much older than me..) can tahan this job. but i do see a lot of her pics tgth with her husband around the cubicle. lol. maybe that's how she pass her time.

anyway, i'm just wondering.. what is it like to grow older? though i don't wish to find out so soon, but seems like time wants to show me the answers to my thoughts. =(

what will i be in future? which course will i take and what will i do in future?

when will i ever get married? how will he propose to me? what kind of man will he be? what will our marriage smell like?

what will our future be like? will we have kids? how will i feel when i get pregnant? how does it feel when im in labour(pain lah duh right? but got other emotions ma)? what would i do with our kids? how many kids would i have? will my kids be healthy and normal?

it's funny how we planned and thought through our future when we were young and we decided what we want to do.

and it's funnier how we change our mind all the time on our future as we grow older and older. sigh~

sui yue bu liu ren! (time does not wait for anyone!) so ya gotta work harder to realise my dreams and future liao. =\

but im still so lazing and stuck in this office here. URGHHHHH. i can feel like lips drying up as well.

i miss teaching. ='(

now it's 9.23am ONLY... still thinking up some nonsense to share........

actually its to pass my time....

ok! i know.. let's talk a little bit into the near future.

things i will do:
1)finish advance level of jap
2)learn korean language!
3)then french? or spanish..
4)make up courses! yay yay!
5)designing course at plaza singapura??
6)drumming.

argh. so much things i wanna learn.. but no money! if only i'm from a rich family. =( but nevermind, i will fulfill these wishes soon =)

ok i will stop here. see my blog oso damn sian. tata~

-when are you coming back? ;